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Poem I wrote about struggling with bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdproblems #mentalhealthpoetry #personalitydisorder

6 1 Feb 25, 2018

Yep...... Like when the neighbour has a new baby, walks towards you WITH baby one day and you're like aw fuck im gona be expected to make more effort here and it ends up awkward! #socialanxiety #socialphobia #psychology #psychotherapy #mindfulness #mindcontrol #mentalhealthawareness #meditation #spiritualgrowth #personalitydisorder #socialanxietydisorder #selfawareness #innerpeace #innerbeing #higherself #publicspeaking #selfconcious #smalltalk #paranoid #socialskills #affirmations #introvert #sociallyawkward

13 1 Feb 25, 2018

#Repost hilltopsaviour ・・・ If you think things are happening that you don't know about...they are..TRUST YOUR GUT I took her to Maui, San Diego, LA, New York City, Seattle, several gulf islands, Tofino, Silverstar, Whistler, 13 trips over 20 months. We were supposed to go to Las Vegas where she said she had never been. I booked airfare for us and then found out she had just been there on a sex junket with her GF. WOW!! Never saw that coming. Wonder what else happened during the 9 months we lived together when I wasn't watching. @ staypostivelove if you want to see the illusion that a narcissist presents to gain more victims and a new supply of money, sex, housing, clothes, travel, and attention. #personalitydisorder #narcissisticabuse #promiscuity #sugarbaby #sociopath #pathologicalliar #cheating #drugabuse #alcoholabuse #emotionalabuse #narcissism #toxicrelationships #stayaway #getaway #warnothers #bebrave #bestrong #fakefriend #dangerous #dishonest #unfaithful #deceptive #untrustworthy #secretive #undermining #conartist

48 3 Feb 25, 2018

So what made me decide to start sharing my personal struggles on #Instagram? Well as I said before in a previous post, I kept everything in my head.  I never expressed myself. If I went through a stressful time, instead of venting it out and talking about it. I would just shut down and be even more quiet. What I didn't realise is that it was causing neurological effects internally. I had a seizure a few years ago. I got the eeg and mri which came back clear. A couple of years later I woke up and my whole body  from head to toe was jerking and twitching. I couldn't sleep because even my eyes were twitching. I had alot of muscle pain all over because of this but I was scared to go to the doctor after I stupidly googled it and the first thing to pop up was motor neuron disease. I thought this is it, this is how I'm going to die. I'm going to die young and I will be suffering and my daughter will see this and be affected by it. I had pictured it all. Me in a wheelchair, being dependant on everyone and eventually needing help to breath until I die. I eventually went to the hospital where a #neuropsychologist was talking to me about what it was in fact I had. It was called a functional movement disorder or #conversiondisorder. Basically when the mind doesn't know how to vent out stress, it comes out as a physical symptom in order to vent. Other symptoms people can get from this disorder are #blindness, #seizures, tremors and even #paralysis! I feel that by just expressing myself it will help me in overcoming this too. I'm not expecting people to read this but its to help myself really. #psychology #mindfulness #psychotherapy  #socialanxiety #twitching #tremors #subconciousness #photooftheday #personalitydisorder #introvert #stress #meditation #staystrong #mindcontrol #spiritualjourney #innerbeing #higherself #healingmyself #expressyourself

27 12 Feb 24, 2018

One year ago today, I woke up with a sense of relief that I didn't have to physically be around the abuser anymore. The nightmare that I was having for several years was (mostly) over. I could breathe. I didn't have to be around belittling, gaslighting, manipulation, lies upon lies, physical abuse, and much more. ✨ What most people don't realize about mental, verbal and emotional abuse is how long it actually sticks around. How long it takes to heal. It could be years and years for some people. You can see physical abuse (bruises, cuts, etc) but you cant always see emotional or mental abuse. You don't know what's happening behind closed doors and what could REALLY be happening to your friends in their relationships. Victims hide it because they are ashamed or embarrassed. But when they have finally had enough and want out, that's when they need the best and biggest support from their friends and family. Not shaming, not revictimizing, not blaming. They need support. ✨ I am still ME but a better version of me. This wasn't a fun "lesson" to learn but it's opened my eyes to a lot more than I ever thought about before. It starts from within. There were red flags from the start. I will never push those aside, ignore or be made to feel I have to dismiss them. I won't tolerate it. I don't NEED to tolerate it. ✨ Respect. This is huge in a relationship. If you don't have this from your partner, get out. If someone repeatedly tells you things that don't make sense, listen to your gut. If someone does shady, odd things that don't fly, get out. There is no reason to waste your life with a partner that can't see your worth, beauty and love and wants to drag you down. YOU are worth so much more. YOU deserve more. ✨ Get out. ✨ I am an advocate. I am YOUR advocate. If you ever need help or want to talk, I'm all ears. . . #abuse #verbalabuse #mentalabuse #emotionalabuse #narcissisticabuse #narcissist #npd #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #awareness #abuseawareness #advocate #youradvocate

22 6 Feb 24, 2018

If you think things are happening that you don't know about...they are..TRUST YOUR GUT I took her to Maui, San Diego, LA, New York City, Seattle, several gulf islands, Tofino, Silverstar, Whistler, 13 trips over 20 months. We were supposed to go to Las Vegas where she said she had never been. I booked airfare for us and then found out she had just been there on a sex junket with her GF. WOW!! Never saw that coming. Wonder what else happened during the 9 months we lived together when I wasn't watching. @ staypostivelove if you want to see the illusion that a narcissist presents to gain more victims and a new supply of money, sex, housing, clothes, travel, and attention. #personalitydisorder #narcissisticabuse #promiscuity #sugarbaby #sociopath #pathologicalliar #cheating #drugabuse #alcoholabuse #emotionalabuse #narcissism #toxicrelationships #stayaway #getaway #warnothers #bebrave #bestrong #fakefriend #dangerous #dishonest #unfaithful #deceptive #untrustworthy #secretive #undermining #conartist

10 2 Feb 24, 2018

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0 0 Feb 24, 2018

“A false image is, of course, a work of art, an idol. And a lie. A narcissist identifies with this image, not his true inner self. So, all he cares about is his image, not what kind of person he really is. Indeed, the latter has no real existence in his world. In identifying with his image, he's identifying with an ephemeral figment that has but virtual reality, a purely immanent existence as a reflection in the attention shone on him by others. No attention, no image. No image, no self!” #KathyKrajco, What Makes Narcissists Tick: Understanding Narcissistic Personality Disorder ____________________________________________________ ‘Real-Virtual’ XAVO Javier Balina, mixed media (mirror in wooden box and acrylic painting) #XAVO #JavierBalina #RealVirtual #xavoart #context #contextartfair #artmiami #wynwood #artbaselmiami #art #miami #artbasel #artbasel2017 #modernart #fineart #contemporaryart #mixedmedia #attention #fantasy #image #narcissism #self #virtualreality #whatmakesnarcissiststick #personalitydisorder

35 1 Feb 24, 2018

Last night I had another #hallucination they have always been terrifying but this one was different. A little girl in my room smiling and waving at me... I felt so much comfort from seeing her and most defiantly not an emotion Iv felt while having visual hallucinations. If I am to continue having these I do hope they carry on being as nice as last night's! *stock image* #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #personalitydisorder #yournotalone #speakup #metoo

7 0 Feb 24, 2018
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